My brain is pretty numb most of the time Off day dreaming about fantasy dramas about actually being woman or some other stupid stuff, and with the summer coming, I’m going to be more numb than usual. Thats pretty bad and i need to get a job so I don’t get even more numb from dysphoria.
commit to being productive for a small period of time each day. it is hard at first. over time it becomes routine and longer periods of productivity will come naturally.
if youre depressed & in a hole then what i have described is very hard, at first. it does become easier though, i promise.