just yesterday I went out in public and passed, and now I feel completely unsalvagable. and not even just physically—I’m seeing masculinity in everything I do, everything I say, everything I think.

maybe it’s just being online. I think I need to take a break, but I have no self control

  • Alex
    1·
    4 months ago

    >i went out in public and passed

    bdd

    • AutumnOP
      1·
      4 months ago

      or maybe it was just pity passing, or the way I was dressed, or the fact that the only person to explicitly gendered me was old and that every old person sees long hair and thinks “woman”

      • Alex
        2·
        4 months ago

        you can tell yourself whatever, ultimately your experiences matter more than my opinion. but ive never passed to anyone irl and i also have long hair but get exclusively called sir

        • AutumnOP
          1·
          4 months ago

          hmm maybe maybe

          sorry for being annoying