literally no matter where u go, it’s fucking everywhere, even the most chronically tttt psycho will just start talking about how they love their girlfriends cock in their food or something gross, stfu PLEASE

  • CutePlushies
    2·
    15 days ago

    Don’t try to “purify” yourself first, you will only fester in it and make it worse.

    I cannot answer your question for sure, but I think the closest you can get to such a thing is being yourself.

    • DysphoriaGirl
      1·
      15 days ago

      But how do I make my sexuality “coherent” and good and less shameful and more functional and more neet and easy to make sense of and not bad, degenerate and idk… mentally wrong and dirty and weird and not “standardized” ?

      This feeling of needing “purity” just doesn’t ever go away, hasn’t for years.

      I don’t want to make peace with this messed up sexuality of mine. I want a better one. One that isn’t bad and wrong.

      • CutePlushies
        1·
        15 days ago

        Do you have OCD? This reads like contamination OCD. How old are you?

        • DysphoriaGirl
          1·
          15 days ago

          I’m 19y old, or rather soon 20y old and I dont have compulsions. I wash my hands often and all but I don’t have obsessive behavior. But Idk. The religious aspect may also play a role. You know, idk. Everything has to be neet, has to fit into a box, has to be okay, correct, good not messy and sloppy and weird but sex is always… idk.

          I’ve already did a post about how it’s evil. It’s just that it feels very shameful but also bad and dirty and also there are body liquids and idk. It’s okay. But like… idk. The sexing that happens in The Sex is just Le Bad. Idk. I’m trying to be humorous.

          Idk… sorry, I’m not making any sense.

          • CutePlushies
            1·
            15 days ago

            Nah I get you, I was just asking because you sound like me somewhat in the purity and thought contamination worries and thoughts about good and evil and stuff because that’s how my own diagnosed OCD primarily presents rather than super obsessive behaviors.

            I don’t think any of what you have going on is shameful or evil, though, like I said it’s all more common than you’d think.

            • DysphoriaGirl
              1·
              15 days ago

              Huh, good to know. Thanks. Idk. It’s just like thus urge. Also with texting. Hate it when the formating is kinda off. Do honeslty I’m not gonna spin some quirky stuff into full blown diagnosis lmao. But I get what you mean. Actually used to be worriee and still sometimes am that I’m like poaessed by a demon giving me bad thoughts lmao.

              • CutePlushies
                1·
                15 days ago

                Yea don’t listen to some random neet tranny who states her schizo opinions as fact on a niche TTTT offshoot website please. Like I said take my stuff with a grain of salt haha.

                • DysphoriaGirl
                  1·
                  15 days ago

                  Plushie, you’re a cutie tho… as the name very obviously implies (hehehe, smart)

                  Also, who you think you’re talking to? I checked a -34 on the normalcy scale of Dr. William Ab. Normal, so there’s that 🌟