when it comes to cis women im only envious of select features. i really dont think i want everything womanhood entails.

i only really get jealous when looking at pretty twinks & trannies is because they have some form of ethereal androgyny (as mean as that may be to say). i never even had social dysphoria, i just dont like being treated as a man.

im probably just MtTheyfab, but i dont want to be. the idea of being a third gender thing forever fucking sucks.

i want to desire to be a woman, or i want to be happy with just being a man.

ive been trying to want that. it would be simpler.