I have nothing going for myself, my life is completely waisted, and not just waisted by some bad circumstance where I suffer but still live or whatever, no, I’m most disgusting lazy fucking piece of shit alive who rots at home, who can’t even try. Everyone is more brave than me, everyone more functional, more… MORE EVERYTHING. I’m just straight fucking up disgusting loser, I’m the worst person here, the weakest peice of shit, the amount of disgust towards myself is indescribable. I have no value, if I wasn’t born world would be better off without me, a fucking leach, I deserve to be tortured and raped and beaten tf up, loser, fucking scum, clow, nothing