out of all of my issues i feel like my hatred of being african american is the most intangible and thus easiest to fix ig

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    I’m really terrible with race issues and experienced nothing similar but I’m really sorry you went through that and I hope you find a way to separate from it eventually somehow, childhood can easily instill fucked up ideas and racism does seem one of the worst and most effective ways to do it

    To be clear I’m only inexperienced because the first thing you’d ask a non-white person that’s here is “why the fuck did you end up here of all places”, not because I’m in a white suburb or something. Actually ig it is a white suburb but the suburb just sucks so much ass noone normal would come to it, hm…

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      im not sure what ur trying to say in the latter half but if ur just asking why i use 4chan spaces its bc ive been fairly desensitized to derogatory slur usage so idgaf to seeing the n word used, it just feels like stating a fact of my existence but in a less socially acceptable way ig

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        im not sure what ur trying to say in the latter half

        sorry sometimes i just write things

        but if ur just asking why i use 4chan spaces

        No “here” meant my country, sorry yeah no reading it again jesus christ i wrote nonsense again…

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          my mother moved to cali for uni from abroad, met my dad, had me in this stupid fucking country