what a complete waste of my life. waited for hrt until 22. its over.

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    17 days ago

    i shouldn’t be in this crowd i shouldnt be at all i’m supposed to be a midshit who started at 19 why am i here

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      17 days ago

      i know. i basically still feel like a teen because of my lost years. i know this seems meaningless but i guess we can continue existing because of the possibility of a better future? i mean we arent in our 30s at least, tons of people start hrt at those ages. this is what i cope with at least

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        17 days ago

        honestly i feel like i’m still a teen yet anything i do to be a teen makes me feel like an adult being infantile. i don’t want to live like this.

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          17 days ago

          about acting younger, its honestly fine. i understand you might feel like youre infantilizing yourself, but at least other people pretty much dont care. age, in many ways, really is just a number. act how you want, dont feel bad about of it because you arent doing anything wrong