hrt at 22, unfucking believable. i can’t live with myself because of this. i wasted 17-21. wasted. completely fucking wasted it. why live? i shouldn’t. too fucking late for hrt.

  • gleggers
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    22 days ago

    Did HRT 17-20 and restarted later

    I guess maybe the length of re-exposure to T would be similar to if I went until 22 without HRT…

    I have lots of photographic evidence of what I used to look like. I recreated one picture and it’s quite amazing how much it has matured, unfortunately prior to this I was oblivious to the amount of difference beforehand. I guess I have a compulsion to tell someone somewhere about this to feel noticed for my misfortune… like I experienced a life altering accident. But the obvious foolishness on my part will probably make everyone totally unsympathetic.

    Looking at existing periods of time where my face was different and I liked it much more and it’s on HRT… What a feeling to bare.

      • gleggers
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        22 days ago

        My boyfriend was like get these vouchers that work like debit cards no KYC. I was like okay and then I bought estradiol tablets and Spiro on in-house pharmacy. I got them off a better site called QHI later.

        I might have done bloods at GP like once… I always felt fine.

        ‘Im not trans’ is what I thought after meeting trans girls… But other than that I’m not entirely certain why I stopped hrt. Also I was definitely too stupid to realise my face still gonna grow… anyway, after eventually becoming terrified of the thought of aging as a man, I ended up back on HRT. What did stopping gain me? Nothing, it didn’t need to be stopped…I got myself the breast tissue already and I think 3 years or Spiro is surefire infertility…so hrt had nothing else permenant to do to me