hrt at 22, unfucking believable. i can’t live with myself because of this. i wasted 17-21. wasted. completely fucking wasted it. why live? i shouldn’t. too fucking late for hrt.

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    26 days ago

    same basically, 21

    i’ve stopped hating myself for it because i didn’t really look different at 17 or 18. i would have needed to cope just as much because of height, face and voice if i started years earlier.

    it’s a matter of either starting in your mid teens when you could still make it, or mid twenties when you actually start to age. for me, starting in the inbetween mostly just brought guilt of having wasted life time

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      26 days ago

      mid 20s is when aging begins? yep its over its too late for me to ever become a woman

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        26 days ago

        judging from how many moids around me developed, thats when they loose their good physique, hair, and start looking like straight up men instead of 20yo guys. im sure we would be so much worse off if we started 2 or 3 years later than we did

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          26 days ago

          i mean i didn’t really look like a man at 22, i still looked young, i remember being told by some other students in one of my college classes that i didn’t look my age when i was only some months on hrt. but that doesn’t really mean anything because it means i won’t experience any changes.

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          26 days ago

          this is fucking true… also bc i started working 3 years ago, being alcoholic 3 years ago… It affects your face so much

          we arent equal with genetics but you change so much in your early 20s. ig its also why we considered being midshit and oldshit older than now