Can some autism expert help me out here, because I’ve kinda thought over the possibility of being autistic multiple times before and I never come to any sort of satisfactory conclusion, so it’s just this question mark that looms over me. I don’t think it should really matter that much and I am leaning towards the conclusion of not being autistic, but it is frustrating that I don’t really know. I assume living as a socially isolated tranny for a long time probably causes social akwardness just by itself.
uhhh you lose all personality you forget who you are and you never really can tell who you are or how you come across to people, gets even worse with adhd meds
I sometimes forget who I am kinda, but I think I have an alright grasp on how I come across to other people, but I just kinda have accepted that I probably come across somewhat weird