Whenever i wanna initiate a conversation with someone l always get really nervous about messing something up. Sometimes it’s some kind of faux pas, or missing a text, or forgetting to keep in touch with them. Whenever i do fuck up i get nervous and start avoiding them

I’ve ended up spiraling into venting to my friends too often like a moron and its so fucking embarassing like i just cannot live that shit down. I know im not exactly asking a room full of experts but i dont know who else to talk to this about, i really want to avoid dumping all my woes on my friends everytime we talk