but what about my mourning of you? of the parents i thought i had? of the love i thought was unshakeable? you’ve told me i could be a mirderer or a rapist and id still be your child. why is this different? how is this worse? i spent my whole life fearing your death, fearing your warmth pulled away from me, but here i am in that nightmare with you still alive. am i being unfair? am i being selfish as you said? please, mother, father, can this creature, abomination, transsexual, blasphemer, can you allow him to grieve you, the memory of your kindness, the promise to a child born to suffer and to die?

  • autumn
    8·
    2 months ago

    gem effortpost but i just wanna say, who the fuck tells their child “btw id still love ur if u werea murderer or a rapist” for no reason

    • KathOP
      5·
      2 months ago

      i mean it was while discussing other things, like say we see a news article about a family giving up a murderer or something, my parents would say “i could never do that to my own child” or so on.