Okay I had a long ass thing typed out and it refreshed, Fuck my Life Genuinely

i used to look at hot men and think i liked them because i was faketrans and wanted to look like a man deep down or whatever. No, I want sleep next to one, be embraced by one, be loved by one as a woman. Why are you so stupid.

but the only men who would be into me are gay men. i could never be a real “woman” of the relationship. Life goes on i guess

maybe this is just hella meta attraction but damn… tonight i just wish i could sleep on one’s chest, be loved by a man. Devote myself to him.

as fantastical or as embarrassing as it is to admit, it sounds nice

       i thought i was a self-proclaimed bishit who larped liking men
                                                                                    
                                                                                                                                                           hello! these boxes are kinda fun
       this is stupid sorry. i should quit posting no one cares.
       how are you even supposed to interact with this? i'm helping to kill the site. no ones gonna read this all
       I take shit too seriously. I just like writing thoughts