Okay I had a long ass thing typed out and it refreshed, Fuck my Life Genuinely

i used to look at hot men and think i liked them because i was faketrans and wanted to look like a man deep down or whatever. No, I want sleep next to one, be embraced by one, be loved by one as a woman. Why are you so stupid.

but the only men who would be into me are gay men. i could never be a real “woman” of the relationship. Life goes on i guess

maybe this is just hella meta attraction but damn… tonight i just wish i could sleep on one’s chest, be loved by a man. Devote myself to him.

as fantastical or as embarrassing as it is to admit, it sounds nice

       i thought i was a self-proclaimed bishit who larped liking men
                                                                                    
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       this is stupid sorry. i should quit posting no one cares.
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       I take shit too seriously. I just like writing thoughts
  • Wandering
    4·
    21 days ago

    >meta attraction

    >comp het

    >becoming more comfortable in your sexuality

    >men are hot

    take your pick really

  • andrianainyourarea
    3·
    21 days ago

    Same with me, with women. Raping a woman as a man? Panic attack. Not for me.

    Cuddling and making out with a woman as a woman? Now we’re talking

  • Moony33
    1·
    21 days ago

    idk what happened with your formatting but we like reading your thoughts, dw <3

    and same happened for me, it could be a lot of reasons for me I think it was just not seeing an hot man and think “kms I look like him” as much