i barely leave my apartment except to go to the dispensary, im too dysphoric to see my friends or go to class or uncover my mirror or do my homework. and if by some miracle i graduate, grad school will only be harder and i’ll still be mentally ill …
i’d probably have to move back in with my parents though :(
i’m studying pure math there is no job market 😭😭😭 i’m going to inevitably fail out or graduate with a painfully mid transcript and not get into a single grad school and then i’m not sure what i’d even do with my degree