i barely leave my apartment except to go to the dispensary, im too dysphoric to see my friends or go to class or uncover my mirror or do my homework. and if by some miracle i graduate, grad school will only be harder and i’ll still be mentally ill …

i’d probably have to move back in with my parents though :(

  • inthelightoferis
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    22 days ago

    definitely not if you can stay

    i had to drop out cuz i ran out of money for tuition, and my situation is significantly worse because of it. the only jobs i might qualify for that i could live on are absolute hell on the body long term (and the culture is really conservative even by southern usa standards) o(｡•́︿•̀｡)o

  • avidautumn
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    22 days ago

    i really would try to finish it out, having a degree of any kind instantly gives you a leg up in the job market and will allow you to stay independent/earn the money you need to get good insurance/money from a job.

    • sara0107OP
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      22 days ago

      i’m studying pure math there is no job market 😭😭😭 i’m going to inevitably fail out or graduate with a painfully mid transcript and not get into a single grad school and then i’m not sure what i’d even do with my degree