Maybe im delusional but i really feel like the only way to possibly wriggle out of the way our lives have been foreclosed is to find ways to make our existence singular and our reality undeniable and the best way to do that is to open up a living monument… Maybe it will be unbearable to look at. Maybe it will mean nothing. But it feels like something for now at least

God yea i love tea it makes the moid static disappear when i brew some

Real i just roll over with effort all day writhing

Its ok …ill just wait around and see if im condemned or not…

Thank u for putting me on this

i did everclear and some research benzo my ex gave me to get past shot anxiety… and used to be a xan addict for a min, be so sos o careful doing this shit please dont wake up somewhere dangerous or worse not wake up