I dont find men attractive in the slightest but a theymab love bombed me after I broke up with my gf and coerced me into sexual situations and would routinely grope and kiss me without consent. I then lost my virginity to him unfortunately. Can I still call myself a lesbian if that happened? I never found him physically attractive and what I thought was romantic love was more of my autism becoming hyperfixated on someone because they showed me an ounce of affection. This happens alot, I get attached to someone then i get manipulated/abused or ditched. the one time I have truly been in love with someone was my ex gf bc I knew her for years and was my best friend