there’s only one other trans woman on campus. i have her for my last class of the day and i sit alone in the row in front of her since my old friend group bullied me after they found out i’m trans. i think she knows? she had randomly sat next to me out of nowhere but we’re both silent, i had tried to make short conversation about our energy drinks and now every class i buy that same one she likes (in hopes she notices). during our exam she sat next to me again, and has whispered something as i left but like an idiot i just said yeah since i couldn’t make out what she said. also like an idiot i waited outside for her to finish so i can show her the train sim i was playing on my DS (and talked to her teammate in the meantime) but she was tired and didn’t want to play it and headed out.

i just want to be friends with her so bad, we really are the only ones here and we’re both about to graduate from college so i may never see her again. it sounds stupid i know, but i cried abt it before like we’re on break for a week and it’s still eating me up inside. how do i connect with her or do you think it’s not worth it? last semester she had female pronouns/name on her school account but switched it back so idk what her situation is, like i’m scared to ask and make her uncomfortable. but i feel like she knows i’m a boymoder and vice versa, i just want to be there for her if she wants it, as support and as a friend

sorry