i hate it. its so fucking ugly. everything else about my face is fine. my midface isnt too bad, my features are rather symmetrical, i dont have a super prominent browbone, nose is meh imo but its not awful either. its just my jaw and chin. literally thats it.
i couldve been pretty. i was so close to being pretty. but now ill never be happy with my face. i doubt ffs can even do enough to my lower third tbh. theres a limit to how much bone they can remove after all. idk. i just hate not knowing. i wish i knew what could realistically be done for me. ive tried editing my face in the past, not with faceapp filters or whatever. just manually editing it, trying to be realistic, but i doubt i have been.
not that i could ever afford it anyway. i need to walk around with a bag over my head. wearing 5 layers over my body. then maybe i could look in the mirror without wanting to puke


im sorry, i do try my best to accept compliments. going your entire life only ever getting called handsome by your mother kind of teaches you to not believe them sadly. dysphoria then of course not helping things.
thank you though. ill keep trying to hold out hope. i cant give up yet anyway.