what did i do wrong :( no one wants me why did i have to be born if i was going to be this ugly.
i guess i try to be happy about ppl in relationships but i wish i knew why i can’t have that too.
maybe next year i’ll finally get the strength to kill myself because of being lonely, i thought about it a lot the past couple of months but unfortunately i dont have the courage to do it.
its fucking horrible and my sole source of sadness. its worse than dysphoria sometimes. and theres literally nothing i can do to make ppl want me either.