Not only am I cursed with having the condition of absolute physical cuckery, I literally have nothing to offer. I’m fembrained in the worst and most demonic way possible (HPD) due to things outside of my control. I cant even fucking hold a friendship because this stupid foid brain keeps becoming codependent on the first person which sees and makes me want to literally skin myself alive if they dont show me attention. I’m always fucking around, being impulsive and regretting it the day after just for some endorphins. If the person I am in love with does not show attention to me I will tweak and threaten suicide or something. This is embarassing bro I wish the government offered to fukouna shoujo psychocels like me just so I could end this suffering.

This is a disability. Fucking help me.