not in a “im evil :((” self flagellating way. just like, im not good at being a friend. i forget to check in on people constantly. i bad at small talk. never make plans. im a rather boring person.

its probably why i get treated like a therapist with people. cause thats what im good at. thats what i offer. i dont offer fun conversations and try to play games and stuff. im basically an npc. like an A.I chat bot.