not in a “im evil :((” self flagellating way. just like, im not good at being a friend. i forget to check in on people constantly. i bad at small talk. never make plans. im a rather boring person.
its probably why i get treated like a therapist with people. cause thats what im good at. thats what i offer. i dont offer fun conversations and try to play games and stuff. im basically an npc. like an A.I chat bot.
kinda same as me tbh except i’m usually the one venting to people… but i still have no idea how to do more. the idea of being a person with hobbies and passions feels like a joke