I used to love cross stitching and everything cardmaking and crafts related, loved to play with my hair (hated getting it cut but I was a lazy bum and didn’t want to wash it so that’s on me) same with nails, in primary didn’t fit in with the boys and was in a girl friend group. I used to be bullied for being garbage at sports and felt extremely disconnected from the popular sporty boys. I was interested in football and stereotypical male hoobys (pcs, electronics, modelling) as well so idk anymore Then high school came along with male puberty and I got tired of being lonely so I larper my way as a basic white teen and legit started behaving like them? Might also be testosterone’s fault a bit? But yeah now I’m a soulhon and it’s probably my fault