I hate how emotional I am. How much I need to constantly be validated. Another example of me fitting every negative ftm stereotype.

I found myself tearing up today because of a youtube video that discussed some issue that reminded me of my own childhood bullying incidents and how bad they got. Not full on sobbing, but sniffling and a few tears leaked.

I’m so fucking soft. I’ve ran to the bathroom a few times during work or when I’m with my friends so I could cry and not be seen. Usually just over stupid shit.