is that cringe to say ? but ya it’s kind of concerning me actually bleh , and i’ve been stuck swirling in my head since . i think i’ll turn out like jax , like just keep getting worse and worse and bitter and bitterer . hiding away , nothing ever changing . idk

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    i do too fml. im secretive, im always leaving, always pushing people away and running away, getting angry/feeling nothing when others are nice, i dont actually understand why i am loved, im hot/cold/sarcastic… uuugh get her out of my head. i think she was made to be ultra relatable though so dont feel too bad.

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      yeau max , this is so real . i’m just scared i’ll be this way until the very end , like jax was :( :/

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        SO AM I. but i think its up to us, ourselves, to break that wall and finally get help, before we end up like her. im thinking gooseworx is presenting her as a warning to people like jax who are on the brink or who keep doing awful things, that we gotta do something to get better or we’ll self destruct (and take other people down as well.) terrifying! but probably something i need to hear personally lol

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          yah that’s defos something i need to hear too ;-;

          gooseworx did a really good job writing her