I need to study to finally get my grades back up and have some sort of future in this degree, I need to work to save up money to support my bf, I need to plan moving in with him, I need a therapist to keep getting my meds, I need to save for surgeries for him and me, I need to practice makeup again for him, I need to get new clothes and develop a sense of style he likes, I need to help my family more and help pay off our debt again

And forget about being a guy of course