Sure I’m still posting occasionally, just as I did before. Maybe a little less occasionally. But, I’m not sortfagging constantly through other peoples (usually) depressive posts about never making it. I’d say quitting my usage of 4tran has done wonders for me. I hate myself less and less. I’m finally gaining weight, slowly but surely. Week by week I see more of a woman, or at the very least a feminine person, staring back in the mirror. In fact! I GOT GENDERED CORRECTLY BY A STRANGER TWO DAYS AGO??? It was so off the cuff natural, like she wasnt even thinking about it. “Here’s your change maa’m”, YAYYYYYY. Im guessing me finally gaining weight has really helped my face round out and soften a bit more :) Also NOT boymoding. Womens clothing helps you look so much more feminine, yall take the effing jump to womens clothing

I literally just got done talking to myself about how I should treat myself nicer and be more positive too. Real hippie shit like “your thoughts and intentions affect the world around you, and yourself, may as well surround yourself in positivity.” then bam i got ma’amed for the first time ever.

Back to the weight gain (for emphasis) and 4tran. I used to think I was the biggest “hon neverpasser”, and Id still say I dont pass. But yall holeh moleh you need to fatmaxx on estrogen if you can! It helps so much with self image. Also, GET OFF THESE SPACESSSS. I really understand it provides community to a lot of people that otherwise don’t have support but these cesspools are nottt the place for support. All the ngmi hon whatever bullshit, with those stupid ugly trans wojacks. It’s just weighing y’all down. I wish the best for you all. I hope that each n every one of you get the life you deserve <3. Maybe I’ll come back with more bragposting/propaganda. Life does get way better as soon as you leave these spaces and focus on yourself. Best wishes!!!