I’m a man, a gross one in fact, I look and act nothing like a woman. I like girly things but I am indescinishable from an average femboy loser. all my hobbies and interests are malebrained or cisgay brained. I am not a real woman j need to stop pretending I am, it’s making me a worse person. I’m awful and havent taken estrogen in 2 days again bc I’m running out and need to conserve. I feel less like a woman than I was 2 years ago, I’m faking it all. It’s horrible so horrible. I should just ughh it’s so horrible why am I this aay y can’t I be a man, ahy dos d’the thought if being a man makes me so sad. Is it bx I am a pervert? I don’t know I’m a predator that’s what I am, I’m preying on woman. I’m praying on all of you, I ruinrd it sll