it just feels so pointles. sacrificing my family, everything… just to try to make myself look and act like a woman. allat just for 50% of the world to be born as a woman anyway. a shitty version of a normal cisgender woman. a shittier life too. what is the point genuinely. dysphoria is fake cuz us humans shouldnt have bee designed to be this way
You were born with a malfunction in your brain. You can spend your whole life miserable, pretend it doesn’t exist and then die, or you can acknowledge it, take steps to lessen the misery, feel a little bit better and then die. It’s your choice.