not sure what to say. i feel like shit about my past, i don’t feel like i have a future because right now is supposed to be the future. i don’t know how i can look forward from here. all i can think about is wishing i started hrt sooner. i blame video games and internet browsing for stealing all my time. i hate the back that 2020-2021 i was all over trans stuff but did nothing. the past hurts so much, i don’t think anything can help. i want to change the past so much.
Yeah. I understand that. I’m due to start tomorrow, beginning at 21 is quite sad. A lot held me back. But we make the most of what we’ve got, right? You’re here, you’re trying. That’s what matters.
not sure what to say. i feel like shit about my past, i don’t feel like i have a future because right now is supposed to be the future. i don’t know how i can look forward from here. all i can think about is wishing i started hrt sooner. i blame video games and internet browsing for stealing all my time. i hate the back that 2020-2021 i was all over trans stuff but did nothing. the past hurts so much, i don’t think anything can help. i want to change the past so much.
Yeah. I understand that. I’m due to start tomorrow, beginning at 21 is quite sad. A lot held me back. But we make the most of what we’ve got, right? You’re here, you’re trying. That’s what matters.
it is not enough, nothing will ever be enough, nothing will ever fix my mistake. i’ll never be happy ever.