idk what this is even gonna achieve because not like ill pass after this but hes driving me crazy more and more each day… he seems to go to the mall down the street from my moms main house at least every other day so its actually not gonna be too hard for me to go everyday. and he seems to like the inappropriate attention irl so ill pretend to be one of his fans and ask him to go karaoke or something and see if hes actually like that or if he uses filters to look that good and feminine naturally

i already called out of my work for a month and am looking for flight tickets as we speak. yeah like i lowkirk don’t even know anymore i hate being this obsessed and ive never been this obsessed with something but im genuinely suicidal at this point anyway