i was just tricking myself into liking stuff to fit a persona. i’ve completely stopped practising music. for almost a week now i don’t like it. none of it was real. my brain literally makes fake memories to fit current “me”.
i was just tricking myself into liking stuff to fit a persona. i’ve completely stopped practising music. for almost a week now i don’t like it. none of it was real. my brain literally makes fake memories to fit current “me”.
i feel like this is kinda everyone like developing a persona and changing your hobbies to fit it i definitely do that at least