ik nicole and i are and thats been stressing everyone but still please can we all just take a deep breath and please just cuddle a pet or something i have no idea to help i just distract myself from the thoughts… i just want my friends to be okay please be okay its not fair on any of us but as long as we have each other well be okay alright i know im going to kill myself too and im being a huge fucking hypocrite but still.