I’ve stopped taking estrogen and I’m going to leave this site probably. There’s really no point in transitioning when There’s no chance of passing. I’ll be ugly forever, I’m clearly not a woman, I don’t think act like one, I’m still malw, I have male parts and I sound male. I can’t even be a trans creator/twitch streamer because a lot of trans women don’t like brown people (even if they don’t want to say it) I’m just disgusting filth, my hair is ugly, my face is ugly, my skin is ugly, my mind is ugly. I’m so so ugly disgusting filthy nasty there’s nothing redeemable about me. I’ll probably die b4 I hit 20 anyways so who carws, this world is cooked, nothing good will happen in this world, every part of the world will be under the thumb of fascism its over over over