I’ve been sleeping for far too long, meds are tiring me, I can’t fall asleep for another fourteen hours again, I hate myself, I just learned about another suicide, I got another reminder that my mother doesn’t love me, I realised that I’ve lost another friend, my thoughts are wreck, my hands are shaking, my legs move on their own, I constantly cry, stress is close to breaking point. I want to end it.

These meds are not my thing, huh?