I usually tell myself, “none of this matters, all that matters is passing,” but that’s stupid lookism I think actually? It DOES matter that I’m eternally a larper who didn’t want to stop larping, rather than an innocent person who was born in the wrong body. They’re only a difference in perspective and I just cannot ever take the latter perspective.
No dumbass you all had it from birth you just didn’t realize it until later. I’m the only larper