Sometimes I wonder if this is too much for me but I don’t have much of a community outside of online spaces so idk. I mostly only know cis people. I have one autistic friend who is trans that’s really cool, but we don’t talk much. I’m gonna hang with her soon I think.
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That’s very true at least on boards like these you have some kind of connection
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I think the brainworming is my biggest concern
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That makes a lot of sense, I don’t think I’m brainwormed then
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We need to friendmaxx fr fr
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I feel like the first step to deworming would be like doing an inventory of self in the terms of recovery
yes and no, i’m sure being as terminally online as I am is awful for me, but at the same time having communities where you can talk about the painfulness of being trans without sugar coating it is good
i have nowhere else to interact with other trannies
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I understand that
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real life sucks
i see cis woman outside and that hurts worse than the brainworms

i know id probably feel better if i touched grass but every time i try to lower my internet use i just end up spending the time rotting in bed instead






