just… it’s a hopeless task when everyone else says they dont pass but i am an absolute luckshit who should kys over being sneedy and hugboxxing and lying. feels amazing to be trying only for it to ALWAYS backfire on me and the person i am trying to help. i like you here, like a few of the folk, but it doesnt equalise with the sheer amount of bullshit i see.
just… it’s a hopeless task when everyone else says they dont pass but i am an absolute luckshit who should kys over being sneedy and hugboxxing and lying. feels amazing to be trying only for it to ALWAYS backfire on me and the person i am trying to help. i like you here, like a few of the folk, but it doesnt equalise with the sheer amount of bullshit i see.