idk… its a lot of things… im worried about the pwople i care about, a lot of them are in really really bad situatioms and i cant do anything to help them… im worried about the state of the world… and all the horrible political stuff… im worried about the genocode and murder thats constantly happening…
and more than all of these idk. sometimes…i really feel like. i want to be. a woman. somehow… silly i know… but i really want it…
Yeah I get that, I often find myself in a similar predicament and find myself disassociating with drugs, parties and friends
If I’m always surrounded by people the world ain’t so bad
And I don’t have to worry about myself or my friends for a day
Although often I imagine a happy world, I feel like reality would come hitting me like a sledgehammer
Also why’d it be silly to want to be a woman… like what… you’re a woman… so ofc you’d want to be a woman… I don’t know, seems weird if you didn’t want to be a woman
yeah… its just so hard to fight the thoughts… idk
i want to be a woman id even take being a third genderes faggot thing but im not even allowed that… even to be a man on estrogen… but i dont even get that…idk…
You’re gonna get there, I’m like so sure of it, you’re gonna make it
Although I’d look into ways of fixing the estrogen issue…
Your really should in some way find a way to access it, I can help you try figure out DIY resources
Lily Alexandre has a good resource on it
idk… its a lot of things… im worried about the pwople i care about, a lot of them are in really really bad situatioms and i cant do anything to help them… im worried about the state of the world… and all the horrible political stuff… im worried about the genocode and murder thats constantly happening…
and more than all of these idk. sometimes…i really feel like. i want to be. a woman. somehow… silly i know… but i really want it…
Yeah I get that, I often find myself in a similar predicament and find myself disassociating with drugs, parties and friends If I’m always surrounded by people the world ain’t so bad And I don’t have to worry about myself or my friends for a day Although often I imagine a happy world, I feel like reality would come hitting me like a sledgehammer
Also why’d it be silly to want to be a woman… like what… you’re a woman… so ofc you’d want to be a woman… I don’t know, seems weird if you didn’t want to be a woman
yeah… its just so hard to fight the thoughts… idk i want to be a woman id even take being a third genderes faggot thing but im not even allowed that… even to be a man on estrogen… but i dont even get that…idk…
You’re gonna get there, I’m like so sure of it, you’re gonna make it
Although I’d look into ways of fixing the estrogen issue… Your really should in some way find a way to access it, I can help you try figure out DIY resources Lily Alexandre has a good resource on it
thank you…its very kind… im trying to access it rn but its still shipping… and im still not sure if itll beat customs…
Jeez, I really hope it does, it’d be so scary if it doesn’t, I can help look for alternatives if it doesn’t though