If I am to move to a country that covers srs with insurance I will need their support so is it worth it to fuck up the transition a lil’ to (potentially) get srs??
I don’t even know if they can afford that tbh but like I’ll have some amount of scholarships as an international student surely so I feel like I could scrape by if they did support me on top of it
Also it’d be nice if I didn’t go homeless :3
And how do you expect it to work? I had to wait 2 years for HRT, because I couldn’t find a job. After ~1 year I pulled myself last second out of the rope tied around my neck, on the verge of passing out. It was pure misery. And you already know you have a potential. The knowledge that you are running on a masculinizing time bomb that can blow up in your face any moment will mentally ruin your prospects of being a good student.
Okay but cutting my family off knowing I won’t be getting srs anytime soon (possibly ever) would fuck me up a goof bit as well
Look I know detransing won’t do me any good I’m just scared. If they find out while I’m still at their house it won’t end well for me.
If you are okay with possibly heavily masculinizing, go for it. I better die, personally.
okay… I understand…
I would ask about taking t blockers without E but I’ve been told that’s also retarded. I suppose I’ll keep going.
To see what would happen to you on T blockers only, look at symptoms of the menopause. It generally shows what happens to your organism without any primary hormones in your blood.
Yeah it’s not the best…
Well whatever. I’ll be fine for this summer regardless. I can worry about next year in due time
no don’t detroon. just hide it n’ shit.
I mean I can do it for now but next year I feel like it will get risky… if they find out then I’ll be quite bruised by the end of it y’know?
Probably, but crossing bridges when you get to them.
yeah ur right. I still don’t think this will end well for me but I suppose the alternative is worse so no point in thinking about it.
So like what do the upvotes mean do I do it or not
