i just felt bad about going “im leaving u for my soulmate! ta ta!” and she was already in position to break up with me by the time i messaged nicole. im so sorry. i fucked up, i dont know why she launched this smear campaign against me though. saying i tried to cheat like it was my intent. i just want someone who will love me as a boy.
I hope this is a wake-up call to you and you realise you need to do the hard work needed to make some changes, there are still people in your present and future who you should do right by, so be better for them.