like they used to be idk cool to hang out with but the further i transition the less I want to hang out. Honwst to god, theyre cool, but I just… feel the vibe isnt that anymore when i am trying to be a woman.

    • RtHonAlice
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      13 days ago

      grim. I fear that me not being out to them makes the conversations seem meaningless, but maybe outing myself wouldn‘t change a thing then.

      • polishsneedOP
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        13 days ago

        Its just when im not pretending to be a guy anymore… its diff you know?

          • polishsneedOP
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            13 days ago

            Just… the conversations dont stick. I dont relatebto them at all. It’s like being entirely different now.

            • RtHonAlice
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              13 days ago

              I get that…like, in a way it has always been like this, but I notice it more now.

              • polishsneedOP
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                13 days ago

                Yeah, im just drifting away from them nkw i noticed. I vibe more with women now ngl. Even cis