what he asked :
- contact psychiatrist
- appointment with addiction center
- some autism and adhd tests
- chose between sertraline and escitalopram
what i did :
- no -> im not depressed or mentally ill.
- no -> im not addicted
- yes -> but this shit is fake and gay i dont believe it
- yes -> but im fine actually i just want to die half of the day like literally everybody.
Im sorry ill disappoint u daddy but im fine actually i have a computer and a forum so its ok 👍
(sorry im anxious hell scream at me (hes very sweet he wont))


escitalopram is kinda interesting. all my thoughts are gone, bur my brain feels… heavy
like, physically heavy. pushing against my skull
mh… ssri side effects is what i dont like… but since escitalopram has some tranquilizers effects i thought maybe i could qui alcoholism with that… idk