Basically ever since I was like 11 I’ve only ever really conceptualised dying as me killing myself, the idea of dying of natural causes at an old age is so incomprehensible to me tbh

  • iwonderwhy21
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    3 days ago

    like I cant really imagine this ending any other way

    tbf I’ve had passive suicidal ideation since 14. I’ve always felt like I’d kms before 18/20/25/etc… and I somehow ended up reaching 29 yo

  • Sparks
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    3 days ago

    I think I’ll be hit by a car or smth