Idk why I am such a fucking retard. I can easily get laser but everytime I make an appointment, I get cold feet a few days before the date & end up cancelling it.
Going there and outing myself as a tranny while looking & sounding like a man feels like a humiliation ritual + I worry if my family or work colleagues will start asking why I have less & less facial hair
People who knew me pre laser don’t say anything about me having lesser facial every month including family most people dont seem to pay attention or care
Tbh you’re probably right but as I said i’m a fucking retard & I can’t stop myself from being weirdly self conscious about it