Little bit crazy, but hear me out. Once I got older and I knew right from wrong I didn’t need to be all that hateful anymore. I have never in my life wished I was white or idealized being white. I love being black and would never degrade myself by constantly wishing to be a crackkker. Like, it’s better to start from this side of the slider than the other.
Bell curve image where it’s “white people bad” as stupid “white people aren’t the problem it’s the systems” as the midwit and “white people bad” as the smart one