She was asking a lot of questions and she saw the box of “rose oil” or sm shit. I told her it’s a skincare cream, and my pc has BSODed so I had an excuse to not talk about it more. She WILL be grilling me further, and idk what to do.
I am thinking I could go to a cosmetic shop nearby and buy something similar looking, but I will have to survive these 2 hours until she goes to work. I am 18 so it’s detransition or homelessness.
Yeah that’s nice advice. Thanks. I’m just gonna start seeing that psychiatrist and enter the waiting list so that it’s not sus.
I mean, the truth is gonna come out soon anyway, since my boobs are becoming noticeable. I only need to keep the lie going for a couple of months until I get enough savings to rent out and survive at least 2-3 months in an apartment. From then it’s gonna be a grind and idk if I’ll make it but whatever, fmstl