All on social media I see cissies living happy lives in lesbian relationships… my laif is over. I can never be in a relationship because I can only be observed as a man. I will always just be a cishet man invading lgb events… Honestly being an agp and a gigahon manmoder is probably divine punishment for negative karma accrued in my previous life… why couldn’t I have just been a hungry ghost or been reincarnated into one of the cold hells… I’m never escaping samsara… :/